An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 5

mrmom“So what you are saying is, I need to help you around the house and with the kids whether I want to or not?”Husband, searching for answers after wife left him yesterday, taking their two children

Now you’ve done it.

I told you it was going to happen. And I was right.

Not because I’m smart. Not because I’m psychic.

But simply because I’ve been where you are and tend to learn from my mistakes.

You didn’t think she was going to leave.

We’ve got kids!, you thought.

We have the house!

We have our friends!

She’ll snap out of it!

She loves me!

Surprise, asshole! Love isn’t enough. And neither is all that other crap.

Maybe some people will take the beating forever. I don’t pretend to know everything.

But most won’t. Once life really turns to shit and there’s nothing left to lose, a person sheds a whole bunch of fear. They rise up. Fight back.

Your problem is you only see the world through your narrow little prism.

You don’t realize that she doesn’t think like you. She doesn’t feel like you. And the radical changes taking place are under the surface. On the inside of her. Invisible to anyone not paying attention or unwilling to listen.

Invisible to someone just like you.

And now she’s gone.

Shit Just Got Real

Writing these Open Letter to Shitty Husbands posts, I always have a few specific men in mind. Guys I have met or know in real life. Guys I know are guilty of the EXACT same crimes that doomed my marriage.

Because once you get divorced (and publish your life on the internet) people have a tendency to start sharing private details of their lives with you.

Well, one of those shitty husbands just got left yesterday.

The results were predictable.

After untold hours of conversation, marriage counseling, and repeated warnings of discontent and requests for change, he was still in total shock when he came home to find his wife and two children gone.

Even though this is an untrue generalization, it often seems that only a man could be capable of such dense, negligent behavior.

Believe me. I know.

Every marriage is different. And the marital sins of a husband are going to vary from relationship to relationship, depending on a million different factors.

Some men travel for work. Others don’t.

Some men make an enormous amount of money. Others don’t.

Some men cheat on their wives. Others don’t.

Some men know how to be good fathers. Others don’t.

Some men satisfy their wives’ sexual desires. Others don’t.

This particular husband’s marital sins seem to mostly revolve around doing whatever he wants, whenever he wants, with no regard for how his decisions might affect his wife and children.

You’ve heard it, seen it, done it or experienced it all before. It looks something like this.

Wife: “Hey, I have to get up early tomorrow and take our daughter to her doctor’s appointment. So, you’ll have to make sure our son gets to school on time.”

Husband: “Yeah, sure, no problem.”

Wife: “That means you can’t stay up all night watching football or playing video games with your friends. Every time you do that, you sleep in all morning.”

Husband: “I got it, Mom. Thanks. I’m trying to watch this, okay? While I appreciate your concern, I’m perfectly capable of making my own big-boy choices.”

Wife: *deep breath* “Would you please put the dishes that are in the sink in the dishwasher and start it before you come to bed? I’ll take care of the rest when I get home tomorrow morning.”

Husband: “Yeah. I’ll get it.”

Wife: “Thank you. I love you. Goodnight.”

Husband: “Sure. Night.”

Morning comes.

Wife leaves to take daughter to doctor’s appointment. She notices the kitchen is exactly the way she had left it. There is an open bag of chips and two empty Dr. Pepper cans on the floor by the living room recliner.

That lazy sonofabitch, she thinks.

Husband watched football until 11 p.m. Then he played Madden and Call of Duty for four hours.

Tired at 3 a.m., he forgot to set his alarm.

Wife comes home at 9:30 a.m. after dropping daughter off at school. Six-year-old son is in living room watching television and eating a Pop Tart—totally not at school. Husband is still asleep, oblivious.

Fight ensues.


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About Helping Around the House

“So what you are saying is, I need to help you around the house and with the kids whether I want to or not?”

This kind of thinking still surprises me, even though it shouldn’t.

This is, literally, what the husband said to the wife who left him. He promised to change and she told him she didn’t know if she believed he was capable. So, he asked THAT.

I wish it was weird that so many men think like this. But so many do.

Dishes. Cleaning. Child rearing. Laundry. Cooking. School stuff.

That’s women’s work!

So many men feel this way.

And I think I know why. I think it’s because these men used to be boys. And when they were boys, one of a few different things happened:

  1. Their mothers coddled them. Did their laundry. Did all the cooking and cleaning. Waited on them hand and foot, much like they did to their fathers.
  2. Their fathers had this chauvinistic mindset which THEY learned from their fathers. And because sons almost blindly hero-worship their fathers, they took on this same philosophy.
  3. Or, both, which REALLY validates this way of life in the mind of a son during his formative years.

It’s classic old-school thinking.

I’m actually reminded of it every day. I live in a suburban neighborhood that was developed during the 1950s. Some houses, like mine, have two-car garages because of later modifications or new construction. But most? They have a one-car garage.

And that’s because in the 1950s, families only had one car. They only needed one car. Because the father went to work in the family car while the wife stayed home and raised children.

And even in 2014, there is still much of society that shares that mindset.

Men are hardworking breadwinners away from home.

And women take care of all that easy stuff—EVERYTHING else. And don’t forget the blow job before you get back to ironing my shirts, sweetie!

While I never shared this mindset—ever—I am a product of a mother who coddled me.

My laundry was always folded and in my drawers or hung up in my closet.

The house was always very tidy.

Breakfast and dinner were always on the table. Mom did all the cleaning, too.

Making my bed in the morning was my only chore until I was old enough to help rake leaves and mow the lawn.

My mom is the oldest of eight kids. She has been taking care of others for as long as she can remember.

While I have stepsisters who I grew up mostly apart from and a half sister 14 years younger than me, I was essentially raised as an only child.

I didn’t have to do anything except homework, then whatever I wanted.

That’s the math formula for creating me—a guy who had a very difficult time adjusting to the responsibilities of a full-time relationship, and eventually, marriage, because I had never been asked to do those things before.

I would encourage parents to think about this when raising children. Might be the difference between raising mature, responsible people with successful marriages, or immature, negligent people whose marriages are doomed to fail.

Guys: You must help your wife with the responsibilities of raising children, which includes the tasks of keeping a house in order—laundry, cooking, dishes, grocery shopping, bill paying, etc.

Don’t? She’s going to leave.

She will, man.

Love in the Time of Selfishness

The answer is: Yes.

You have to help around the house and with the kids even when you don’t want to.

But here’s the REALLY important part you need to be thinking about.

You don’t need to help around the house and with the kids just because your wife doesn’t have time to do it all. In truth, she probably can figure it out. A mother’s multitasking capabilities are unparalleled in the world.

What she does need is to have her wants and desires validated by you.

She needs to feel safe.

She needs to feel loved.

She needs to be able to trust you. Not in a don’t-have-sex-with-other people sense. But in a I-can-count-on-my-husband sense.

She doesn’t just want you to do laundry.

In fact, she may literally not want you to do laundry because you’re apt to mess up her clothes by drying things you’re not supposed to, and do a lousy job folding everything.

What she wants you to do is observe, appreciate, and respect the enormous amount of effort she puts in to making your lives what they are.

She doesn’t even need you to thank her and buy her stuff, though that would be a very nice, thoughtful thing to do.

But when you can’t even do the little things she asks you to do, she’s not angry because she has to do that work also. She’s angry because you don’t respect her enough to perform such a simple task, even after saying you will.

THAT’s why she feels unloved. Because she can’t trust you. You’re unreliable.

Because every chance you get to SHOW her that you love her, you choose yourself over her or your family.

She’ll eventually have an emotional reaction. Maybe she’ll yell. Maybe she’ll cry.

You’ll think she’s crazy. You might even tell her so. Maybe you’ll tell her again that the things she thinks and feels are stupid.

Please don’t do that.

She doesn’t like yelling.

She doesn’t like crying.

She doesn’t like feeling alone.

She doesn’t like feeling abandoned.

And she is not out to get you. Or make your life worse. She knows that you two are currently living in ways which are unsustainable. She knows that this can only keep up so much longer, and then it’s all going to break. She knows your marriage is in grave danger.

And you just keep choosing to play golf.

Or to go to the bar.

Or to play video games.

You just keep choosing everything except your marriage.

It might be too late already. Sometimes wives check out. And there’s no turning back.

I’ve seen that play before. It stings.

But maybe you still have time.

Maybe she’s still in the house. Holding on.

Or maybe she left but you still see a glimmer of hope.

Use that fear of loss. Channel it. And use it to fuel your personal growth.

Because that’s the only way this has a happy ending.

If you grow. Not necessarily change. But evolve.

Ask yourself: Am I really happier without her?

Maybe! I don’t know how you experience the world.

I only know my life got infinitely shittier once my wife and son left.


And if you’re like me? If you, deep down where it counts, want to keep your marriage and family intact? Then it’s time to do the hardest thing we do as human beings.


  1. Stop deflecting blame. Accept responsibility for your role in the breakdowns. Big or small, you have some.
  2. Apologize. Mean it.
  3. Learn about your wife. There are great resources out there.
  4. Pray. If you’re not a believer, just look to the sky and say: “Please help.”
  5. Choose to love. Vow to give more than you take in your marriage, every day, forever.

I know you’re selfish. I get it. I am, too. I know this is intimidating. I know you’re so selfish that you’re asking yourself whether divorce might be easier than putting in the work.

Maybe you’ll need to learn the hard way, like me.

But maybe you won’t. Maybe you’ll realize that divorce is not easier than putting more effort into your marriage.

And I’m telling you, you can do it.

You still have time.

To be a soldier.

To change yourself.

To do something heroic.

You May Also Want to Read:

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 1

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 2

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 3

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 4

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 6

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 7

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 8

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 9

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 10

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 11

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 12

An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 13


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101 thoughts on “An Open Letter to Shitty Husbands, Vol. 5

  1. Liz says:

    I enjoyed I’m reading this, as my marriage is troubled right now. I love that a man wrote this, I’m glad you were able to wake up and learn from your mistakes to be a better man and a better husband one day. It’s not that hard but like you mentioned, some people will have to loose great gifts to learn the hard way!


  2. Nora L. says:

    So far exactly true, I can’t believe a man actually understands this. A lifetime of unbearable emotional pain for me. Don’t get me wrong, my husband is a great person, a community leader, everyone loves him. But I am just not important to him. Like, at all. I have done everything I could possibly do, I don’t complain or nag. I work hard. I don’t ever ask him for anything, and rarely ask him to do anything. But he still does not notice me. IF YOU ARE A MAN reading this, believe it. This guy understands. I am the one who “thinks about leaving” every day but who won’t do it, I’m too old, and too many people depend on me. Just basically waiting to die.


    • Manetta says:

      I am so sorry you feel this way if that is worth anything.

      When my grandfather died everyone encouraged my grandma to remarry. She didn’t want to have to have to clean up after another man who didn’t really appreciate it. Now I am in my early forties, divorced and I feel the same way. Except I did try to find someone for awhile. I gave up. And I don’t feel sorry for myself.

      I have my kids, my pets and my hobbies and that is enough to worry about. I work out at the gym about three or four times a week.I have a full life.

      I hope you find healing.


  3. Renae says:

    Thank you so much for these open letter. I’ve been reading them but man you really nailed it in this one. So much so I teared up.

    I currently am in a marriage that is going to end soon unless my husband can “wake up” and recognize what he can do to really save our family. We have 4 kids and a career together, and I still love him and am trying so hard to hold in there, but he treats me in so many small and not so small ways that rip my heart to shreds, and he either doesnt realize it, or dismisses me when I tell him about it.

    Do you have any advice as to how to get THROUGH to him? I am feeling more and more he won’t ever “get it” until I leave, and by then it will be too late for me to turn back. His treatment of me has amplified recently because I started to treat him very poorly in response to the pain I was experiencing by his treatment. I finally owned it all, sincerely apologized, and stopped treating him that way, but now he’s been hiding behind it whenever I have ANY feelings he doesnt agree with/want to hear.

    For example, if he does something hurtful, I’ll tell him and it quickly becomes a discussion about how I treated him poorly so I should just take it. Or if I cry he’ll say I’m trying to manipulate him and calls it inappropriate and that hes not going to back down anymore. If we talk about a sensitive issue, he can’t listen to my feelings without interrupting and inserting his own opinion/argument.

    I’ve gotten to the point where I’m so unhappy and miserable that i can’t see any other route to happiness than to leave him. I have tried EVERYTHING I can think of over 12 years and nothing has worked. So please, if you have advice on how to reach him, I’m all ears.


    • Heather says:

      What your husband is doing is called “gaslighting.” Google it. It is emotional abuse. You are not crazy and your concerns are valid.

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      • Renae says:

        Hi Heather! I realize this is from years ago, but I wanted to thank you for your repsonse. I am still with my shitty husband. I’m finally just about ready to take the plunge and move out. I’m not even sure if I’m really in love with him anymore, which makes me so sad, because I loved him with all my heart, and I wanted so badly for my children to have their mom and dad together growing up. The thought of seeing their pain when we separate has made me put it off for a long time.

        I’ve read about gaslighting, but can people gaslight without intending to do so? I am positive my husband isn’t intending to gaslight, but nonetheless he is. I guess it makes a difference to me if he intended to hurt me and make me feel crazy, or if he is just protecting himself at all costs without notice or care of the tactics he uses, or of the damage he’s doing.

        Anyway, feeling very alone and lost, and just so very sad. But reading the articles and comments really help, so thank you for your reply.


        • Anne says:

          Hello Renae!
          I hope my message reaches you well. I was wondering if you ever considered counseling?
          This is considering you still love your husband. Also, you’re husband would need to agree to counseling. If both answers are a yes… There’s still hope :)

          The reason why I’m suggesting this method is because my husband of 14 yrs and I started therapy a few months ago. And it has helped us enormously.
          I was basically at my wits end and suggested therapy to him and he surprisingly agreed.

          I would say my husband was similar as I could NEVER get through to him on any hurtful issue I had. I repeated myself for years, I was angry, hurt and felt alone much too long. Talking to him was completely pointless.
          I tried everything to get through to him. Nothing worked over the years. He just wasn’t getting it. And my husband isn’t a stupid man. In fact, he’s very intelligent. But when it came to us as a couple and my feelings, he was ridiculously clueless. Once we started therapy, he finally started understanding. The therapist was able to get through to him emotionally in the way I just couldn’t.
          I would say, it’s definitely worth trying. We regret not trying this method much earlier. We could have saved years of misery.

          Like you, I felt very alone, lost and very sad too. I wish you and your family the very best. Just wanted to give you a speak of hope. Maybe not all is lost just yet ;)


  4. Mary says:

    The letters in this series have been enormously validating. I am married to a Shitty Husband, and am checking out more each day. Unsure when divorce will come into play, but I love the fantasy of not having to deal with my husband’s laziness and selfishness anymore.


  5. confi says:

    leave me the fuck alone. dont touch me. dont touch my babies and read all this good advice.


  6. Anne says:

    Love reading this. I’m an unhappy wife. I’m going to have my husband read this because it’s right on the money. I always tell my husband if you knew how little it takes to make a woman happy.

    I’ve read a few of these now and intend to read them all but I’d like you to to touch more on the unemotional man who refuses to cry or can’t when that’s what she needs not a stone especially if he did something that breaks trust. He doesn’t hurt like I do and won’t cry when that’s what I need to see.


  7. Sick and tired says:

    I love reading your stories. I am in a marriage right now with a shorty husband. I cry a lot after he’s gone to work. I am thinking about divorce because he a liar, never admits it even when I have the proof, he says I’m crazy or jealous, anything to take the blame off of him. He calls me names, doesn’t help at all around the house, ignores me shen he’s watching tv and most of all he makes me feel like I’m not good enough. He’s changed from the man I married four years ago, I never know what kind of mood he will be in… I’m at the end of my rope. I wish he could read your stories… maybe then he would open his eyes.


    • Matt says:

      I’m working on something, right now, that might help. At least I’m trying damn hard. We’ll see.

      I’m sorry you’re in the midst of all that right now. I really do get it, and I know it’s hard.

      Thank you for taking a minute to write this note. I appreciate the feedback very much.


  8. Anonymous says:

    I can’t say thank you enough for writing these. I know they were published years ago, but they still ring true to this day. I’m at wife at her wits end. I’m not only married to a shitty husband, I’m also married to an asshole. The kind that has openly admitted that he downloads dating apps “just to get caught” at this point. The kind that will send pictures of his junk to other women on these dating apps. The kind that chooses the bar and his friends over me anytime he has free time. The kind that ruined our date night I had planned of going to a concert together on a Wednesday night but chose to get drunk with his friends beforehand, leaving me to be the embarrassed wife as my husband stumbles to the restaurant before he concert. Leading to us never going to the concert. The kind that can have me sobbing in front of him, begging him to quit putting me through this, only to download another dating app a week later. He always gets emotional during these conversations too. Seems distraught and hates himself which leads to me consoling him because I hate seeing him hurt. He’s been chasing me since I was 14. I’m 31 now. I turned a blind eye. I became “boring” to him because I had to be the responsible person in our relationship. He never fails to mention how “she doesn’t like fun anymore” when someone invites us to do things. Right in front of me. He has made it clear her has zero respect for me as a person, wife and partner and zero respect for our relationship. Yesterday, I gave him a letter saying I wanted a trial separation. We haven’t talked for 3 days. 2 days leading up to me giving him the letter, he showed his disrespect for the last time. So thank you. Thank you for understanding how little we actually ask for. And thank you for understanding how little we actually get.

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  9. Apryl Cohen says:

    I read most of these “shitty husband” articles and I cried the entire time.


  10. Ashley says:

    I disagree with where you state that giving her gifts is not what she wants. You’re making a false dichotomy. You should appreciate your ride and compensate her with gifts and money, Especially if you are not the sole provider. A man who does not pay all the bills, and burdens his wife with unpaid domestic labor is a parasite.


  11. kcm1blog says:

    I think the operative words for me here are, “even thought I don’t want to???” Shocking!! Yes, Precious, even though you don’t want to. Because yes, Precious, these are not MY jobs. As a functional adults in a two-earner household, both of us are responsible for these things. I don’t care what your Mommy did for you or why you can’t see this. It’s not rocket science. A competent adult life consists of certain mundane and irritating duties, and they usually take priority over entertainment and personal enrichment.

    I know that sounds pretty hostile. Sorry, and if you and your spouse are happy with the Wife-As-Personal-Servant game, good for you. But personally, I don’t just want to feel loved and cherished and respected and so on, and I definitely don’t want to feel loved and respected because I’m a great Mommy substitute who also gives blow jobs, hey, two services for the price of one!

    What I want, frankly, is a grown up who’s devoted to creating a great life together As A Team, because he loves me, and because he wants the best life for both of us. I wouldn’t get into business with a partner who figured “running a restaurant” meant strolling in to sample the food every night, and I don’t want to be in a marriage with a “partner” who thinks that way either.


  12. abqkis says:

    My husband is lovely. He just is. Sometimes, he tries.

    But when reading your blog, the things you’re telling readers that they should say… The little things. The light touches. The smiles. The moment to listen when I’m saying, “This is what we do in our marriage, and I love it.” “This two minute video reminded me of you.” And he can’t peel his eyes off the TV… Not even for five minutes…

    Just reading the words of those tiny moments that I wish I could get from him…

    I cried.


  13. Tosh Ism says:

    Please. Chores and raising children are not “her” responsibilities. Those are the responsibility of both of you. Men is not “helping” the wife. He is just doing what he’s supposed to do. Until men understands he will never be a good husband.


  14. pamela says:

    You wrote down my 22 years of marriage here. wow. And Thank so much for sharing yourself. I didnt think that figuring out that your wife pretty much knows right before or during and after your latest fling, hiding and sleeping with your phone…Your washing your truck and keeping it clean….you announce that youll be sunning yourself for 20 minutes daily for the first time ever……because its so healthy..dont you know? When you get home from ” the gym”, and head straight for the shower when you would not bother with a shower until the following morning, normally.
    My husbands complete and non waivering disscnnect hurt so bad. and he denied any of it.
    His buns and balls are tan now?? huh? Haircuts every 3 to 4 weeks? oh man, you dont want to get me going! That was just for starters. Im pretty sure he has been on and off with her ( or Him) for about 4 years. So, yes..i became angry, scared, isolated. It is a long ordeal and /i am amazed Im still here at all. Thank you again. can I ask you something? Its just ripping my guts out…….I have googled this question, I have asked my ex this question……but you might be just the guy to answer this:, 22 years..all he had t do was go to work, come home. If he wanted to sit and watch movies all weekend he did. I did EVERYTHING ELSE.
    sO. NOW, IM 60, HE IS 72. UNTIL THE DAY HE SNUCK AWAY he swore everything was fine. you are fucking crazy! Use your fucking head””go see the Dr.” , he says as he leaves because my crying and begging for answers he cant take anymore…he pulls out of the driveway and over and over I was crushed, choking crying, so full f fear and doom.. plus I knew where he was going…So my question is, why do men have t cut so deep. For a year after he left, not saying goodbye, and constantly yelling and critisizing me and calling me a freeloader disserving of nothing ever. Just a piece f junk he never wants t see again. I think you get what this does to someones heart and soul. Why are men so mean to thier ex? Does it ever stop?

    With Great Respect,




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